why?!

Why?why?and why?!
you always look away from me?
Do you know? The fact is I always want you to give me more attention, love and notice my existence. In the deep of my heart, I always want all of your self just for me. But, I think I'm too selfish to get that kind of thing from you. I know you are very smart, the center of attention, talented and amazing. Even, with your weakness, but still all the people always look at from your positive sides. I think it is fair for you although it is unfair for myself.
Sometimes, I feel jealous when you get near to someone else except me. You never look at my eyes passionately, and you always avoid me if I try to steal your attention, just for a single second. If you read this please, notice my existence from now on. Look at my eyes and don't leave me alone, cause I know that You'll never leave me alone! I always wait for you faithfully. Even, if you are in the Yeti home in the pole, I will come for you and take you from that jerk yeti. If you are in the Mount Everest, I will take you by helicopter or I will call Superman - Indonesian's version a.k.a Gatot Kaca - to save you. If you are in my dream in the silent night, I will pull out you from my dream world and bring you to my real world - the world of you and me -
So, I am the one that need your attention, love and notice. I am here, always here wait for you forever and always. I will never step to the other direction. Only to your heart, it is my destination...

- Do you think it is real? Of course but not about boys but someone and this is just my imagination and I think it is really crunchy and non sense, I will try my best to make it better and better... thanks for reading -
                                                                                                                   -- chica sencilla --